Paint My Love

I'm finding my way back to sanity again, though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there. Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace.. I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't want to speak tonight, That's alright, alright with me. Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing, is where I want to be. .

Monday, October 04, 2010

Just spotted someone hasnt been blogging just like me..
No wonder she hasnt been dating me and now she is forgiven :p
I cant wait to catch up on her life and the things she have learnt.
Though the current job gave me some satisfaction in life but i stayed stagnant not learning things outside the job ever since graduation unlike my dearies.
Henceforth the stupid dilemnas.. to lead an exciting life or a laidback, satisfactory one.

Anw, after a prolonged.. procrastination, i've finally decided to grab some reads.. and those are Nicholas Spark's The Notebook and Dear John.
Im in high anticipation for the 2 books to be a gd read!

Lately havent been doing much just trying to accustom myself to the role that i had always wanted to challenge myself in assuming and finally when it is given to me, i feel that i dun really want it.
The feeling is kinda like *shrugs* proven i've been there done that - enough and i can move on.
There's lotsa responsibility to undertake, a guiding role and most importantly, you get penalised for mistakes others made cos u didnt prevent the mistakes from happening.
I do not have time for jokes, laughters and replying of smses as compared to my previous role - accountability solely just on ur own overlooking or ur JOs.

Late 1 yr, life has been full of dilemnas.. in whatever you do or things that havent happened or is going to happen.
I dunno why.. is that sign of ageing or growing up.
Life used to be a straight route up to 2 yrs ago. Study, work and travel.
Nevertheless, life has never been smooth sailing.
I could have thoughts like.. thank god my parents sent me to sch.. they sacrificed so much of their lives for me which resulted in me having a relatively good job and not having to wash dishes/collect dishes like some foreign teenagers in food courts.
Yet what i could do for them is so limited.
Then i would think can i possibly do the same if i were to be in their position 1 day :(

I wan to visit Sweden, NYC, Tokyo and Australia! There are just so many places i wanna go!!!

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