Having to choose the path in front of me... is heart wrenching.
Never has it come a time where such difficulty is encountered.
(p/s 无奈的伤感是很痛苦难受的。)
真心才会换来这样的艰难。
I don't want to think but i know time is running out.
Truly cared and felt for..
Why am i forced to face a choice?
:'(

很想逃避。
真得很想。
但却一直不停的不知所措。
每天一睁开眼的困扰没人能体会。
一个未来`一个最爱。

到底答案是什么？
好想有人告诉我人生的尽头会是怎样？
看一遍就好。
自己的路途是自己创造。
我讨厌这个说法。
因为我只想走一条为我铺好的路。

Paths crossed.
Some stayed longer than others.
With some, we chose to walk closer.
Despite some being passer-bys, their leaving remained lingering and fond.
For some we do not hope for the day we part.
Nevertheless, it's eventually inevitable.

To all whom our paths had once crossed.. regardless of the duration and relations we were/are still in, it's a blessing and i loved you guys.

SiQiang is leaving.
No. 1 casualty from TPT.
Experienced some sadness.. he's a rather cool person.
I think we have talked less than 50 sentences since we met but he definitely has been a good acquintance.

Supper with El at West Coast Mac last night.
As per last time, he bought an extra set of mac wings for us.
And as we returned to those times having 'buddy' el around, we listened to all the pain he's experiencing after his post out.
It sounds really really bad.....
Thank god we still have lunch time over here.

There will be group rotations next month. :(
I enjoyed having ZH as my sdm.
Someone whom i know i can count on.
I had been given lots of room for discussion and having the freedom to play around my ideas is very important.
Ultimately, the shift is our show!

Glad i bought mum THE gift.
She still babbles about it.
Shall just end abruptly here.

P/s Dance me 'Sorry Sorry'!!!

It's really difficult to get out of one's comfort zone.
I finally did it!
& it wasnt so bad for a start.. you could really spend hours at it~!
Just signed up at Cali with JL.
We went for combat class today!
It's beginner's class and we didnt really sweat alot but it was taxing at some point!
After all, it was really long since I did exercise in big groups like what we used to do in hall the mass work out day sort of thing..
It was at first hard to follow.. nervous.. but luckily the moves arent very very difficult.. you will just have to get the gist of it.. :)
1 point to note.. the class instructor for today is really cute! :p

Oh well, then we proceed to the treadmill and did some work outs on weights.
It's quite malu to be squatting there, reading the fine prints while figuring out how we should use the machines..
But luckily some guys took the initiatives to offer some help.

We are loving the classes and would be back for more!
Im gg to have muscle aches soon.. :(
It definitely feels good after a good sweat out!

We drove to PPT to pick EL yesterday.
I rmbed at one of my down times, i had asked ZH, do you still quarrel with your gf since you guys are really stable now?
Surprisingly he said yes..
It's surprising cos he is simply a good natured guy.
His answer at the end left a lasting impression on me.
'However, the feeling of getting back after a quarrel feels really good'
We all of cos know it's not really healthy.. but i totally understand his theory.
I had digressed a fair bit.
Meeting El gave me that sort of mood too..
It's weird to see the colleague i have known so long to be transferred out.
Understanding he's not doing so well there.
Tot abt us losing 1 month of working together as a good team.
Then now it's back to friends again.
I didnt really speak to him much.
It's not really necessary, since everyone is asking how has he been over there..
Wish ya the best idiot.