Paint My Love

I'm finding my way back to sanity again, though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there. Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace.. I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't want to speak tonight, That's alright, alright with me. Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing, is where I want to be. .

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Had a few funny encounters/episodes today.
Nothing really special but made the day a little different.

El is leaving. Or rather he left.
No matter what (damages) was done/had been done between us, i told him i was prepared to let bygones be bygones.
Just let the past pass, put it down and we can be really good friends just like we used to chat about everything during our inspection trips.
Im glad we did it. :)
We had a great lunch with Ji Ge, Jas, Zhen Hao and Chrys at Swensens today.
It was lots of fun digging fun at each others and digging at the sundaes.
We had fun attacking the salad bar, followed by tasting each others' food.
I missed the friendship and the old el with his stupid chuckles.
Before he left for PPT, im really glad the damage control was done and problems troubleshooted. :p

Received some confessions.
Some silly, some accusing, some comical.
At times i think as we get older, it's really getting very hard for us to trust others.
Even those really close to us.
I hate losing the innocence..
I hate doubting what people said.
What if they were truthful?
But what if they arent? I would be the one at the hurting end.
I don't want to.. but what if i missed out something all because of some unsubstantiated doubts?
The cycle never end..

Just done with Hi my sweetheart..
Simply love the drama.
Simple yet touching.
But very difficult to find such undying love lo ^^

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

不管你谈过几次恋爱,爱过谁。。怎么感觉就终究会是一个人?

好想学会不依赖任何人。

一个人,会不会好一些?

会牵挂`担心一个人,好恐怖`好累喔。

每一个欢笑的点点滴滴就好像需要十倍的伤痛来偿还。

想要把与任何人的距离拉得远远的,却觉得假假对人不应该是活着的意义。

想要真心对人却怕自己会摔得很重。

对于你最亲密的另一半,失去了;是不是就代表这种关系根本就不长久?

闭上眼,想到我伤害过的人,衷心祝福。

在一起的真心,希望不要被磨灭。

每个无法揭晓的剧情,只能静静地抽离。。

这两年来寻找的答案,依然匿迹。