Why do people hurl hurting comments at each other?
Is it absolutely necessary?

No next time...
Swirls around in my head.

Never was a chance given for me to express my thoughts..
The more attempts at explaining, the more mistakes made;
Worse.
Has any patience been given for calm minds to communicate, confess and re-justify all these while?

You have tried hard
I truly meant it.
I'm not difficult.
You don't know..Thoughts that had (simply) passed through your mind but not redeemed in action are already enough... to touch me.
You think i am difficult.
But what i am asking for are just some basic expectations that barely meet many's requirement.
Uncertainties. Is a killer.

Thanks for constantly reminding my past
That's a punch in the face.
Past or semi-past?
One without his past will not make him who he is today.
Hence past definitely makes up what he is.
How he thinks constitute from the experience gained; from the likings/dislikings of someone else who exists in that semi-past.
I only did a very auto assessment of possible causal factors which are resulting in certain resultant reactions.
These supposed causal factors do not necessarily result in the results - but still worth contemplating.
In experiments, bad causal factors which led to bad resultant influence can be effectively eliminated.
Probably the anger in this case comes from the redundant contemplation.
The past cannot be deleted.
So why bother? Why the need to even have the thought?
I don't know.
Lack of confidence??
Insecure??
I really don't know.

Disrespectful...
Totally inapt for us. I feel.

I'm loved.
I know.
Many things cannot be left unsaid/unexpressed though.


There's no need to
You should know
I hate assumptions.
No 2 bodies can be on the same frequencies all the time.
Remember to give some allowance for discrepancies that might happen.
It will work wonders.

P/s I silently recall on the no. of times you said you are tired.
I felt my heart numbed.. i realized i had totally lost count on the number of times (do you used to be this tired as well.....?)
Each time you say, each time the sentence echoed louder to me.

Pp/s 只能无奈的趴在小睡熊
抱着它是我此时此刻唯一的安慰

Ppp/s 你话： 过去是等着你和我携手一起去冲淡的
你会抓牢吗?