Unappreciated.
The fear for kinship to boil down to monetary terms.
The dread for this bond to dwindle based on such arguments.
Bringing along the chain of vexation and many whys reflected upon.
It all came true.
So meaningless.

For all that i have done in the best of my means.
For all the considerations and contributions i have made.
For all the prompt effort.
I - am reduced to nothing but a fool.

It is time for me to realize whatever i have done/will do will be condemned as nonexistent - no matter what.
I reflected thoroughly.
I wanted to laugh.
Well, maybe the urge to cry.
But i will not allow myself to have 1 drop of tear wasted on such ingrate.
I puzzled over how all my efforts can be so oblivious - whether intended or not.

Hurt.
Totally.

P/s 1 day i shall walk away - hold ur breath n dun regret