Paint My Love

I'm finding my way back to sanity again, though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there. Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace.. I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't want to speak tonight, That's alright, alright with me. Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing, is where I want to be. .

Thursday, September 17, 2009

I hate fights.

It's worst if i don't see it coming;
It's awful to end the day this way;
It's rotten to be accused and not knowing the reason to it;
It's stupid (and makes me boil even more) to be told 'nothing' when obviously there is sth luring around - it makes me feel extremely patronized;

It just sucks to fight and there comes the sleepless night..

Why can't fights be put to a halt with a nice bear hug to tell you it's ok; it's over etc?
I could think of 1000 ways to end one -
1. That wasn't an issue
2. Sorry, it's my fault i shouldn't have behaved that way..
3. Sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you

But don't just leave me standing like that and attempt to walk away.

I don't like to bury hachets in an anyhow manners too.. that seems too haphazard to solve anything.. and you won't want the same argument to arise again.

I don't opt for huge temper-throwing kinda fights too.

If there is any disagreement you need to voice out, say it out bravely and reasonably. I would listen.

I'm sure most right-minded people would accept it and even apologise to u instead.

I hate being told nothing with an unhappy face because that leaves me all the more puzzled and not knowing how to resolve the whole episode!

Then follow the frightened stage - the uncertainties of your thoughts and your falling vulnerability to those disgusting sticks!

In general, im a rather simple person.. i don't tend to bear grudges (only to people whom i really dislike greatly);
I dislike bringing forward unhappiness/unresolved problems to the next day;
I dislike my loved ones/people whom meant alot to me being upset with me.

I am very manageable.. just be reasonable.
And if you are my loved ones, i hope magnanimous (esp during that week of the mth); always be there for me (not a mailbox voice); be gentle and nice to me.
Most importantly, don't make me repeat issues that i have highlighted plenty of times and let me live in fear and uncertainties.

p/s will anyone love me unconditionally?
pp/s will anyone take away my tears and replace them with only laughters and joy?

Perhaps.. princes in fairytales

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