Back..

Didnt mean to be away, but had to.
4 yrs of memories intact and kept away.
Taking my steps to embark on a new journey.. back at square 1.. in search of sanity and focus.

Who and where to seek reliablity and dependence?
Is it still possible to give the most transparent side of you to someone else?

"Ni hen dong wo ma?"
Jian jian dan dan de ji ge zi, jing ran..
Ke yi ba wo wen de ya kou wu yan..

Shaken.

A blatant, poigant question made up of seemingly harmless words slashes through me in an instance.

Where do i begin now?

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On a lighter note, life has been mundane and as usual has its ups and downs.. kind of miss academic stuffs like teaching the kids and tapping in some intellectually stimulating resource.
Felt like i have lost my ability to think and digest.
Miss the satisfaction in solving maths.
In anyway, Knowledge (or rather money?) empowers one, isnt it?

No major plans as of yet..
A little scary to think that i'm approaching 24 which interprets to be half of one's precious 20s.
Nil/Lack of/little accomplishment.
Lol.
We'll see how things go.

p/s
It's unnerving - i have no dreams and dare not to dream.
All because.. those that i used to have were silently gone with the winds.

pp/s *Will you hug & sing to me under the moonlight and kiss me in the rain?*